Getting a Little too Excited

Another shopping trip and still just looking at dresses in the local Good Will store.  I found a few I liked in my size off of just one rack.  What a great find.  I might go back soon to check out the rest of the racks.  Then I went into the dressing room to try them on and found that there were some shoes left behind.  I tried on this pair of black heels there and they fit just right, so they stayed on my feet through the whole session.  The excitement was starting to build, then I tried on this pretty blue dress.

It was a Simply Vera, by Vera Wang.  I now understand the allure of Vera Wang designs.  It was so pretty with the feel of that satin against my skin and the flowing skirt.
I was feeling wonderful wearing this dress with these heels.  In fact I was feeling a little too wonderful and the excitement almost caused me to ruin this dress.  A little wet spot was beginning to develop on the front before I knew it.  I had to stop and get myself under control before this got out of hand.
As I look at these pictures, I now understand why the question often comes up, "Does this dress make me look fat?"  The pictures do not do it justice.

There are a few things I should do the next time I go shopping.  I should wear panties and keep myself properly tucked with a pad to prevent any leakage from ruining any clothes.  I should also keep a pair of pantyhose on to wear in case I find some nice shoes, because, although these looked nice even with black socks, they would have looked much better with pantyhose and they could have also hidden some of that ugly hair all over my legs.

Still this would not stop me as I moved on to the next dress.  This was a black sheath that was so very nice.  It was that perfect little black dress I had always been looking for and it was a perfect fit.  It slid on and fit like a glove.  This is a great foundation garment.  I could just imagine the potential this has to match with tops, sweaters, belts, scarves, and all sorts of other accessories.  This is a must have for my feminine wardrobe.  Perhaps now that I have this foundation piece, I can begin to expand beyond dresses and start trying on those things to go with this dress.

The next dress was just a basic floral pattern dress, but very pretty.  The shoes didn't go that well with the pink floral pattern, but I continued to wear them anyway to build up experience walking in heels.

These were my favorite finds from this shopping trip. After all that time tyring on all those outfits, my feet were feeling a little sore from wearing such high heels.  I guess I will have to buy them and wear them around the house to build up my stamina for wearing such high heels.

Oh, to be a bridesmaid

I found this dress the other day and it just set me off to dreaming of what it would be like to be part of a wedding on the bride's side.

I was encased in a tight lavender gown that just made me feel like such a girl and took me away to that fantasy of being in the bridal party.  To get to spend all morning getting my make-up and hair done.  Spending that time just gossiping with the other girls in the bridal party.  Getting to help out the bride to look her best and being one of the first to see how pretty and stunning she is in that dress.  Of course that would set off a whole new fantasy of being the bride (but that is a story for another post).  Then that moment of walking down the aisle and being the center of attention.  Having all my friends and family admire how pretty I was with my bouquet of flowers.  I would have the biggest smile on my face.  Then during the wedding, I could be as emotional as I wanted.  No trying to hold things back and be a "man".  To celebrate with tears of joy as my friend walks down the aisle and everyone gets to see how pretty she is and she will be so happy too.

Once the ceremony is done, I would get to walk back down the aisle on the arm of a handsome real man.  This would make me smile even more.  What a joyous day.  We all get to go off to spend girl time having our pictures done and chatting with my girl friends while flirting with the groomsmen.  

Then the reception would just be a blast.  Getting to dance around in that flowing dress.  To have a real man hold me in his arms and feel his caress along with the dress on my body.  It would fulfill my desire to have a real man lead me on the dance floor.  The rest of the evening would be just for dancing the night away with the girls.  No reservations, no holding back, and maybe if I catch that bouquet, I can be the next one to get married.  And the man who catches the garter can put it on my leg.  I would be so excited.  I image I wouldn't even be afraid if he caught a feel of my little clittly that would probably be hard at that moment.

Unfortunately as I put this dress on, I realized that there are some things I cannot have.  Fitting into a size 10 is one of them, because it would not zip up around my rib cage.  A girl can still dream and maybe next time I will find one that does fit.

Dresses, a Feminine Wonder

I went out to try some dresses the other day and realized why it is that when ever I go shopping, I always want to look at dresses.  The dress is a very femine thing.  It makes just about any girl look pretty.  With the right dress a girl can down play features that are less feminine and it almost enhances other feminine features.

This dress looks plain and straight, but as soon as I put it on, I takes this straight body and gives it some flair with a skirt that flows and creates curves in the hips and bust.

Every time I pick out dresses and take them into the dressing room, I disappear into a whole different world.  I can remove my masculine facade and put on dresses that make me feel like a woman.  I find myself just trying them on and swirling around.  Enjoying the feel of those silks and satins.  Yes, not every dress looks great or make me look like a woman, but it is a great learning experience to find what works and what does not.

This one was great as well, but I really need to work on getting rid of that disgusting hair and find some way to fill out the bust as well.  A dress is truly a feminine thing and it is always enjoyable to wear a dress and bring out the beauty in any woman.